I am trying. I keep thinking of FriarLawrence in R&J, “În that thou art happy”
“Thy Juliet is alive,
For whose dear sake thou wast but lately dead—
There art thou happy. Tybalt would kill thee,
But thou slew’st Tybalt—there art thou happy.
The law that threatened death becomes thy friend
And turns it to exile—there art thou happy.
A pack of blessings light upon thy back,
Happiness courts thee in her best array….
YES indeed, I just have to keep reminding myself how lucky, how blessed, how fortunate I am.
Just tired, is all.