no paper no pen

My first instinct when I wake up is to reach for paper and pen to say hi to me aka my diary.. But i no loinger have a diary, so I putter wirh the date, the weather, my appointments, if any, or the day. I tty to adjust to iiving another day.without. you aka my diary, after 50 years of daily commnication. Any notes?

Nada.

I have to recreate my llife every day.. (I know; we all do, after sleeping), including where I am now and the date and time and any tasks for rhe day. Sonoer or later, preferably sooner, I will connect with Bill and you and me, not sure in i what order .

That’s a staart.

my father's birrth and death date

Very tidy..

I was with him when he died, and with my husband, the very moments of dwparuure. ,and at my motrher’ s death. II gave her permission not to linger..

This is hard. I’ll come back.