It’s two minutes to 4 a.m. and I’m a mess.. After two late nights with two late movies (lights out to sleep at 1:30 a.m and 1.00 a.m. respectively) I went to bed early tonight, well before midnight and slept deeply until I woke but still asleep, not knowing the time, whether it was a.m. or p.m., or what day it was-i-s- and why. I had to get my laptop to help me. I’ve been awake since then. I made porridge from a package, in my microwave (no kitchen) and watched a rom com.

I’m still a sucker for a romcom and I still miss Bill..

And I’m going back to bed.