what next?

I made a big list this morning of people I must write or call or invite for dinner.

But I didn’t do anything about it. I browsed the mail and news and Netflix, had a piece of toast and went back to bed, wakened by a friend before Siri did. I sort of dozed and then Matt woke me, earlier than he usually arrives, so the door was locked.We had lots of time for a swim in my cool pool. (It was empty so it was mine.) And the sauna was hot. So i should have been feeling better.

But I am so tired of aching all the time. I had to sit down to rest before I delivered corn chowder (made it yesterday) to a neighbour who phoned me this morning to tell me she was just home from the hospital after a stroke.

Who am I to complain? And what have I to complain about? I’m healthy. There’s nothing wrong with me. I just hurt all the time.

Matt left early after dinner. I cleaned up and sat down again and cruised Netflix, looking for something. Now I’m stiff and it will hurt when I get up and go to bed.

I didn’t achieve anything today.