I’m not worth saving.. I’m going to start trying to be. I swam this morning, an hour late, and the whirlpool was empty but i did extra exercises in the pool (and now I’m extra stiff). I had a nap after breakfast and I’m still trying to wake up.

I looked up how to cancel Netflix and I will ask my older son to help me with it. It’s easy to join anything but they all make it hard to quit.. The key word is cancel. I tried for 9 months to get rid of Amazon Prime, I finally found a promising button and ended up being scammed, All very time-consuming. But I’m going to make it this time. I want to return to my real life.

A neighbour down the hall invited me to the penultimate dress rehearsal of a play he’s directing. He had a difficult space to work with and he made excellent use of it, and of his actors, three retired business men whose avocation was acting. Nothing to criticize. The entire large cast of one of the very best productions of a play of mine comprised volunteer amateur actors. The director was not volunteer and very demanding. He insisted on word-perfect performances and no coffee-rings on the scripts.That meant time spent on interpretation, and that meant a significant opening / production.

I could go on and on but I’m not back in my space yet. Soon. Soon.

I have a friend, a fellow swimmer, who is going to call me on Friday to see if I am free of my addiction.

I hope so.