now

What with procrastination, lethargy and despair, I don’t get much done these days. I set myself one job and if I get that done I can claim to have achieved something. (Not much.) There are consequences: if my record is mediocre, I don’t sleep well, and fuss after my first sleep until it gets so bad I have to get up and play 247 Solitaire, which I hate.

Last night was a bad night but today is going quite well. There’s hope for me yet. Yesterday’s list was okay. Remember? ( I had to look it up.) Laundry Day, Corrections Day, Catchup Day, I’m Tired Already Day. I did my Laundry; I achieved one Correction; I’m Tired Already is easy. It’s not an achievement but I know it’s on the list so it’s like seeding: something you know you can tick off. But Catchup in one Day is impossible. I don’t know why I put it on the list. I did another Correction this morning. Leave it.

I find it very hard to live with me. You would too.

Sorry. I’m tap dancing, putting off NOW.

I’m finally going to tackle the Paper Desk. If you don’t hear from me, you’ll know why.