it goes on

-and I never know what it is going to be. My imperative this morning —i wrote it in my journal—

BE STRONG

(weak body weak will)

My biggest achievement yesterday was watering the plants. Have to do it again today., when the sun goes down.

I’ve been watching more Netflix, another endless TV series with cliff hangers at the end of every episode. Too much.

I’ve had enough for today.

The sun has set.

I’ll water the plants now.

I don't know how they do it

Matt and I had dentists’ appointments, today, well— hygienist. It all seems real enough. We latch onto the catch phrases and our names, and we try to pick up where we left off six months ago and we pay our bills and make appointments for next time. I have a cavity so my next time is next week.

It was a tiring day.

Son John came to help me with the mess I keep making trying to shop online, or changing my password(s) when they are just fine as is only I don’t know it.

What’s real?