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Good news and bad news.  The bad first: the last assignment (last until tomorrow, that is) is a doozy and I need more time to think and prepare it, so I’ll wait until tomorrow now when I’ll be bright and fresh, more so because of Daylight Savings Time. I always wake early, anyway.  The good news is that I have time to write my blog.  That is, if I can think of anything to write about.

 

I can. My random thoughts are myriad and constant, beginning in the swimming pool – no- before that.  I guess any writer wakes with words before she rises.  I’m framing sentences before my eyes are open.  Yes, but it takes time and effort to commit them to paper - -sorry – to the computer screen.

 

SOW, here’s a random thought, question, actually.  I’ve mentioned before my resentment at Auto-Chek putting words in my mouth, that is, on my screen.  I think the fault is mine. I started university when I was 15 years old. The summer before my career began, my father sent me to Business College to learn how to touch-type. I didn’t want to go.  In those days, one didn’t have a choice. I went, and sat in a hot classroom (no AC in those days), with a recalcitrant typewriter forcing me to be patient.  I must have typed the Gettysburg address 23 times – no errors allowed.  Do you see?  I type too quickly for my computer to keep up so it skips letters and makes assumptions - presumptions - about what I’m trying to write. 

 

How many fingers do you type with?

 

That was just a small thought, but it made me feel better expressing it.

 

I’ll try another one tomorrow.

 

creative procrastination

procrastination |prə(ʊ)ˌkrastɪˈneɪʃ(ə)n|

noun [ mass noun ] the action of delaying or postponing something: your first tip is to avoid procrastination.

PHRASES  procrastination is the thief of time proverb if you delay doing something, it will take longer to do later on: maybe TV and procrastination really are the thieves of time.

transition |tranˈzɪʃ(ə)n, trɑːn-, -ˈsɪʃ-noun [ mass noun  the process or a period of changing from one state or condition to another: students in transition from one programme to another

ORIGIN mid 16th cent.: from French, or from Latin transitio(n-), from transire ‘go across’.

You know both these words. I do, too, but are you as aware as I am of the link between procrastination and transition? One of the chief reasons for (some of) my procrastination is my dislike of transition.  I hate leaving off one thing and starting another.  My reluctance is worst at bedtime.  Living alone as I do, there is no one to tell (nag) me to stop watching a mindless television show or to stop puttering at something that can wait till morning, and come to bed, for Heaven’s sake.  And so I sit, staring, or else trying to make a list, or re-reading something but not taking it in and putting off the effort required to undress, do teeth, etc. and go to bed. 

And now there’s Facebook. I’m sure I’m not the only one who sits there looking at some useless or prurient list (Child Stars and What They Look Like Now; Five Things You Should Never Eat ), ripping my face open with yawns, groaning and shuddering with weariness, and still waiting – for what?

Of course, for a writer it’s even worse.  Bed is not what you are avoiding; writing is.  I was going to say a blank sheet of paper but that is no longer true, not with computers.  Most people create on an electronic keyboard. Some dictate to a machine, not to a human being. I know a few writers who still write longhand. One friend has a beloved Montblanc fountain pen that he says brings out the best in him.  He’s published but not award-winning. Maybe he needs to upgrade his pen.

Right now I am procrastinating.  I am not writing what I should be writing – the next assignment in my screenwriting course.

This is another use of a blog for which I am grateful.  You should be, too.