if not now when?

You know i'm writing a screenplay, and it's a terrible time of year to be doing this, with all the other seasonal chores there are to cope with. I was trying to clear my decks (the ones covered with holly) so as to have a clear run at a first draft before all heaven breaks loose.   But then my partner, the historian, on whose book I am basing the film, handed me a huge briefcase full of documents and notes, more research that she had accumulated and almost forgotten. Oy. 

Well, I love research, too, and some of the material she supplied carried real insights into some of the characters I'm dealing with, whose voices I hadn't heard before.  They are minor  characters, to be sure, but they are protagonists, buddies of the main character and they're in it with her and I have to know what they sound like.  Got it.

Research is one of the chief temptations of a writer: you never want to stop. It's a milder, innocuous-looking form of BLOCK, never acknowledged as such.  So - two days gone.  Tomorrow I plunge. So - I thought I had better blog a little before I go.

I might disappear.

 

stop me if you've heard this

I can remember writing this but I think this is one of my deathless messages that was killed. Story of an aging woman who was advised to get more exercise for the sake of her health. So she started to climb the stairs in the apartment building where she lived on the 17th floor. She began with one flight and took the elevator the rest of  the way, adding more flights as she could handle them.  In time she was walking up the 17 flights without a pause and without puffing.

When she was 75 she had a thorough-going test and was told she had the body of a 25-year-old. She was very dismayed. 

"i don't want the life expectancy of a 25-year-old," she said. "All my friends are on walkers, in homes, or dead. I'm lonely!"

I was talking to a friend of mine in Winnipeg, catching up on the news from my home-town. It seems as if she and I are the only ones who are still upright.

Hang in there.