I have been going through my 12-Notes, stored in a file folder over the last year or. so. Scraps of memory, with maybe a word to act as the trigger to a recollection. When somehting came up I wrote 12 on a scrap of paper and a few words to trll me what I thought of.

Now I have written the notes into my book-journal, on the left-hand page, to be flollowed up with a wider range of thought, that is, memory, If i can think of more.

I hope.

And I am scared.

I had trouble falling asleep last night, just lay awake for a couple of hours, busy thinking but nothng productive.. I didn’t reallize why.

This morning I tried to go back to sleep and got a sudden headache.

I never get headaches.

It’s my book, I thought,.

It’’s scaring me.

I was planning to take a left-hand page note and write some copy, and I got a headache. Tallk about a Writer’s Block.. This has never happened before.

The circumstances for writing are totally diffrerent from what I have been accustomed to.

Should I quit?