and another one slips away

I finally did some thing. Even before I decided the day was open, when I got up, I Lysolled all the door knobs because I woke thinking of germs. I didn’t use to think of germs, did you? Oh, well, yes I did. I brought a Golden Staph home from the hospital when AI had Kate (second child)l It took a year of vigilance and Dettol before we were free. of it.

I had a Project today, better done in the morning while it was still fairly cool.I WALKED!!!

All the way to a mall with a grocery store and a pharmacy because I needed some stuff I couldn’t wait fo till my next grocery delivery.

I took too longl. I never get into a store so I dawdled, gazing at new products and old, getting hungry and ttiedl.

And then I had to walk home. I took my rollator because it has a basket to carry things for me, and a seat. I sat on the way home but i had been standing and walking around for an hour and a half. That finished me.

I spent the afternoon on the balcony reading NYTs and sleeping. I started on a new box of files, though, before I made a dinner a good one. No guests, just me.

I’ve checked my email and the digital news and I’ll tidy up and go to bed soon.. I haven’t stopped aching.

or is it today

I missed a party last night. I failed to celebrate the solstice. I´m having another sleepy time, can´t seem to focus. I don’t think it’s the weather. It’s me.

How are. you?

Do I care?

I’m trying.

Not enough. I’ll be back.

Don’t count on it.