press on

I’m declaring this WPW:  Wylie Paper Week. I will begin to catch up with my backlog of neglected papers.  I must sort through the various drafts, outlines and scenes of my lovely new screenplay, forged over six almost seven months of dazzling insights and demanding assignments in the Screenwriting U course by Hal Croasmun.  (Move over, Robert McKee!)  There should be a whole screenplay in there somewhere. I thin kI’ve solved almost all the problems but I must see what It looks like as a “finished” script

Then I have the whole course to collate and bind and keep – and study again and again. – and use it for the fourth draft of the screenplay I was working on when I took a sabbatical for it.  I’ll make a separate binder with the Skill Mastery Sheets, to use as worksheets as I press on with The Accidental Captives (title of the book by Carolyn Gosssage that I am adapting to a movie).

The Archives of the University of Manitoba takes my files – perhaps in the hope that I will be famous some day.  However, as a file-keeper and diarist myself , I know how valuable seemingly unimportant records are, even from unimportant people like me.

 I used to be a snob about diaries. That was before I wrote my book about women’s diaries (Reading Between the Lines: The Diaries of Women,   Key Porter Books, 19--).  I was a voyeur. I wanted secrets, salacious material and stunning insights.  Fortunately, Shelley Sweeney, the archivist at the University of Manitoba, set me straight before it was too late.  She taught me about the importance of  social history and one of its most valuable sources – personal diaries.  They reveal the daily lives of ‘ordinary’ people (no one is ordinary!) and tell us what we need to know about seemingly routine events and chores, the days and weeks and months and years that comprise a life,  the one we all live through without paying much attention till it’s over.

So, every six years or so I collate my correspondence, tear sheets, reviews, essays, notes and files and send them off to the Archives. I don’t get paid for them. As I said, I’m not famous, not well enough known to be compensated for living, but I get a tax break and I make so little money that it is much appreciated.  What I really appreciate is getting organized and getting a pile of paper out of the office (and locker).  I will feel light-headed when I finish,  not that I ever finish.

But it’s a start.  And think of the fiddley work I’m relieving my children from doing. Actually, I think they’d simplify the job by filing my papers in large green garbage bags.  I’ll use a few myself.

It will be a good week.  You have one, too.

 

resolutions

The New Year is coming up again.  Only three weeks till September and all the things I say I'm going to do "in the fall".   The list is longer and worse than usual this year because of all the things I put off while I was doing my screenwriting course with those 24-hour deadlines.  I kept up with the course but other duties, tasks, follow-ups and even must-dos fell by the wayside. Now I'm facing the challenges of a very comprehensive and unforgiving list.

I look at writers of the past, men and a few women who have surveyed to this day, with work still in print and in demand.  No comfort there.  How, you ask, did they write so much when they didn't have computers, let alone typewriters or ballpoint pens?  They used  quill pens and a bottle of  ink, which was often frozen in the morning in their cold, unheated bedrooms.    Yes, and who sharpened the pens and heated the ink, i.e. lit the fires? No one, that's who, I mean  no one who was anyone.  There has always been a serving class, whether slave, or bond, or poor, who did the scut work. (Gloria Steinem called housecleaning shit work.) The writers were mostly men or a few women with means, that is, who relied on someone else to light the fire and wash the clothes and cook the meals and so on and on.  And what about the children? Oy.

Award-winning, American writer Alice Walker (N.B. The Color Purple) said you could be a woman writer and have one child; more than one you you're "a dead duck", unless you're Danielle Steele (nine children at last count?).  

John Milton (1608-1674) had useful children, daughters he used as amanuenses to record the poetry he wrote in his head at night. He was blind, as you may remember, and he dictated his work to his girls.  Nice.

Years ago I read a list of activities that everyone should do for himself, to be aware of what life is all about, things like keeping one's self clean, clothes and body (and mind?) and living arrangements; supplying and preparing one's food; taking care of the children - back to children again.  

Mine are grown, almost. My youngest, now 56 years old, is challenged and reasonably self-sufficient, thanks to some community support and me.  He is no burden now but I put in  a lot of years ensuring his future as an independent person. Why am I telling you all this?  Because  some of my new year resolutions involve Matt: checking his clothes, tossing stuff, seeing what works or what has to be replaced in his apartment. He shares accommodation with a mate assigned to him by Community Living, but most of the furniture and equipment is his and I have to make sure  it's still functioning. 

And I must keep functioning also.  I try. My cleaning lady (See? We all depend on scutwork done by someone else.) - my cleaning lady sees me at the computer ( like right now) or pushing paper around and she has commented more than once that it's nice to see I have a "pastime".  I bristle.  This is no pastime. This is work. This is my life. I must get on with it. 

Beginning in September.  Again.