the movie in my mind

Do you remember that song from the musical Miss Saigon?  Everyone has a movie in her mind.Maybe he has, too. More than one. Or maybe one puts all the scenes together and they run as one is dying. I have read that one’s entire life flashes by in the moments before death. How do we know? I’m going too far with this; I just want to review a few flashbacks, with sound bites as well, that soar in as Christmas approaches. 

Dear little Liz was so polite and precise.  When it was her turn to sit on Santa’s, lap,  it was clear to her that she shouldn’t ask for too much.  I heard her say in her soft little voice, “I really need a lot of Scotch tape - and whatever else you can manage to give.”  Santa didn’t understand her, but I did.

 I can still hear the jagged sigh that then-four-year-old Kate emitted as I turned out  her light at bedtime, about a week before the Big Day.  She could hardly contain herself for excitement, didn’t, in fact. The happy tension and tense happiness all streamed out  in one long, glorious breath.

I had the politically correct thought that every boy should have a doll. I found a Raggedy Andy that we placed in the seat of a pedal car for John.  He never saw the doll at all. He headed for the car, snatched up whatever it was in the seat and tossed it aside as he climbed into his very own vehicle.

Matt lived every moment of his challenged life.  On New Year’s Day, we put Christmas away while he had his afternoon nap. When he got up, he looked around the living room and asked,  “Where did Christmas go?’  

I guess we all ask that, sooner or later.

 

arrival and other thoughts

Finally, I have both time and energy to write.  I won’t bother going into detail about what I’ve been doing because this is not a diary. I’ m here now, that’s what counts.

And finally, I saw Arrival, a movie I’ve been wanting to see.  I knew I would love it and I did.  I like science fiction stories, good ones that extrapolate from present facts and project future outcomes.  I think stories, long ones, or novellas, are best, not novels.  It seems to me that a novel can’t sustain a premise.

I looked up the source that Arrival is based on. It’s the eponymous story in a collection of stories entitled The Story of Your Life, by Ted Chiang. Here’s what I found:

The major themes explored by this tale are determinismlanguage, and the Sapir–Whorf hypothesis. The story was adapted into the 2016 film Arrival.[2] 

Wow. 

I won’t go into the story as such so as not to spoil it for you. One of the major themes is linguistic determinism.  I called the movie a palindrome; it makes it easier to understand.  So does Amy Adams. So does Denis Villeneuve, the Quebec film-maker who directed it.

 The movie has been a leif motif in my thinking since I saw it a couple of days ago.  But I didn’t have time to write about it, till now. 

It’s a few weeks now since I saw Constellations, a play by Nick Payne (b. 1984—so young!!), recently mounted at  the Canadian Stage, directed by Peter Hinton. . It has excellent references and enjoyed excellent (undeserved) reviews.  I didn’t like it.  Oh dear, I’m so old and he’s so young - Nick Payne, I mean.  I remember, half a century ago, writing a play that played one way - forward - and then could be played back, starting at the end, exact same words but in reverse.  It was a finger exercise; it would never have been considered then if I had even considered showing it to anyone. The idea of Constellations, behind the constant repetition of the same lines by the characters but with different interpretations and reactions, is that other possibilities exist.  The staging helps this concept. The actors are often on a revolving stage - like an industrial trade show - and there is a reflection of them from one side of the main stage so that you get different aspects of the characters as they rebound off your retinas.  it’s cute, sometimes dramatic, but not profound. 

See, I’m still a fan of Peter Brook. I just taught a four-week workshop using The Empty Space as my text.  One of Brook’s ideas was to explore how much an actor or actors could communicate just sitting in a chair in an empty room (stage), perhaps using one finger - no words at all.  Not that I approve of no words; I am a writer, after all.  They need us, they being actors and directors, us being writers.  But I  like the idea of not hoking up the presentation with gimmicks, and I consider iteration to the point of inanity a gimmick.  

Ah well. I haven’t had enough time to dwell on these thoughts, being caught up with Christmas and cooking and entertaining. 

That reminds me of an anecdote, an apocryphal response by Calvin Coolidge, the president apparently known for sardonic understatement.  Some one asked him, “Is your wife entertaining this season?” And he replied, “Not very.”

Neither am I.

But I go on, I go on, and there’s more to come.