a house is a home

I’m happy to say it’s raining. It won’t be so hard to leave this lovely lake and retreat, although I do love rain in a cottage,cabin, whatever. I didn’t tell you that my son-in-law, Jonathan, built this darling place. He did a great job. I was reminded of Witold Rybsczynski, he Canadian American architect (1943) whose first book, Home (1986) i loved and still own. He has written a number of books, humanist, lay mediations on aspects of architecture and he has won many prizes. But the book I have been thinking of while staying here in Jonathan’s house is an early one called The Most Beautiful House in the World (1990) about the house Rybsczyynski built himself. I’m going to find a copy to give to Jonathan.

Publishers Weekly reviewed the book calling it a delightful ramble through the creative process. And Library Journal summed it up: “Young architect decides to build boat, needs boat house to work in ends up years later with country place and no boat, and meditates thereon.” It’s “an extended reflection on the meaning of a house to its inhabitants”.

Jonathan always intended to build a summer place, beginning with an A-frame with two sleeping lofts. It’s now the ell in the finished place, still very comfortable. I sit and gaze around at the attractive, practical construction that he did all by himself and I wonder at it and him. It must feel wonderful to have conceived, planned and built the house one lives in. I can’t imagine what it feels like. I think of our early pioneers who did it all with maybe an axe and the forest primeval (or some scrub trees) to work with. Awesome. God bless Jonathan’s house.

The closest I ever come to coping with nature is when I water the back forty on my balcony. Speaking of which, I wonder if my plants have died in my absence.They’ve had a hard, hot summer, and I fear one watering by a kindly neighbour is not going to be enough for them. Oh dear.

Always something.

still here

My character is disintegrating. I can't remember when I have been so lazy. Actually, it terrifies me. I keep thinking I should  be doing something.  I haven't even made a list!

I have also been far too introspective. Not possible, you think?  Think again. I see how happy my daughter and her husband are together after - 33 years, I think it is, and I am so happy for them, and I wonder how it might have been for Bill and me, who had only 20 years together.  I won't dwell on that.  I know I am very blessed  and I do not complain. 

The world seems intent on destroying itself (us). We seem to making every effort  to kill as many people as possible to counteract the strides we have made in successful, prolific reproduction, improving health and increasing longevity. I keep on believing in our irrelevant successes (we've had that discussion), even as arms manufacturers keep on with their financially rewarding road  to ruin. 

And I sit here in  my small corner trying to shine my little light. Can you see me? 

I'm still here.