a tactile memory

My husband had pneumonia when he was nine years old, a year or so before the miracle drug, penicillin, was discovered and doctors became gods. Bill had a lung resection: the surgeon went into his right lung, under the shoulder blade, between the ribs, and cut a hole to drain the accumulating fluid that was threatening to drown that thin little boy. I'm sure my medicine isn't accurate; I not sure whether a rib was removed or not, but some of it was. That's what resection means: 

(Resection, the removal by surgery of all or part of an organ or other body structure)

Anyway, Bill survived with a modest scar: an indentation under his right shoulder blade that fit the middle finger of my left hand when I put my arms around him.  

If you own a Mac desktop, you'll know that you turn it on by pushing a button at the back on the bottom frame.  The button is flush with the body of the Mac and you have to feel for it; I feel it and push it with the middle finger of my left hand, and I think of Bill every time I do it. Isn't that nice? 

Now, if he could just do something with auto-correct.

here today

-and gone tomorrow, again.

I am sooo tired.  We were let out early today (from jury duty) but have to show up again tomorrow. As it was, we sat around for a long time. I had grabbed my iPad and I had a few books on it plus my daily NYT so I was fine. And tonight I have a ticket to see Benedict Cumberbatch live on TV in the British (National Theatre) production of Hamlet. And tomorrow night is the first game of the next series of ordeals that the Blue Jays must go through.

And I haven't done my Icelandic homework for the week. However, I did get my GST report in. 

Remember that line from The Lady's Not For Burning?

"Oh, for a holiday in a complete vacuum!"