distracted

The second game (Blue Jays versus Texas Rangers) is on as I attempt to write this.  I don't know how well I can concentrate.  

NOT.  Didn't. Concentrate. 

WHAT A DISASTER!  Jays lost  to Rangers 6-4 in 14 innings, in case you didn't watch. I didn't justify my existence toady. I said as much to Matthew, who came for dinner.  "Well," he said," you got groceries."  Yes - via Gateway Gateway, delivered

 It was Bill Wylie who turned me on to baseball. I can' t say he taught me; the commentators taught me, with their stats and lore.  They (not the same people as 60 years ago, but they, nonetheless) filled in the gaps, that is, the silence between pitches and the blanks in my knowledge of the game. I had learned so much that by the World Series in 1956 (we were married in 1952), as the game progressed and the tension increased, Bill asked me if I realized what was going on and I said , "Hush! You're not supposed to talk about it. You'll jinx it." I knew that much.

That was the only perfect game (no hits, no runs, no errors) ever pitched in a World Series. Don Larsen was the pitcher and Yogi Berra was the back catcher and when the game was over Yogi Berra jumped into Don Larsen's arms - perhaps you saw the newsreel picture of it a couple of weeks ago when Yogi died.

Whether I know the teams or not I always watch the World Series, in memory of Bill, the same reason I watch the Academy Awards, every moment. Of course, it means more when you  know the names of the players you want to root for.

And so, every moment today I watched and winced as the Blue Jays lost today.  I fear for them.

To those of you who read my early, incomplete entry, come back.  I finished it.

on and on and on

A couple I met on the ship left us at Miami and continued their cruise north and east and south, ever since July 8.  I just received their last communique as they were leaving Yangon, Mianmar. They were going to spend 9 hours in Phuket before heading to Singapore, where we all started last March 23, and flying home. So they really did go around the world, more places than our original cruise had planned. WOW.  The shore excursions they have taken have given their life a different focus, constantly changing and yet the same.  I will be very interested to learn about their re-entry and their rehabilitation to land life. 

"Different living is not living in different places/But creating in the mind a map..."  I think that's how it goes.

I looked it  up.  I thought it was the beginning of a poem by Cecil Day-Lewis (1904-1972)  (father of Daniel, the actor), but I  was wrong. It's by Stephen Spender (1909-1995). Remember that for Trivial Pursuit.  I guess we all create maps, daily ones, to aid us in our navigation of this strange habitat.  It keeps changing and so do we. 

Well, maybe I'll look it up now. I hope i can find my way back....

I did and I did, and discovered my error, one that I've held for a long time. Well, here's one I'm pretty sure is by C. Day-Lewis:

"So this is I that was an I twenty-five years ago... "  But I'd better check.

I can't find it.  Can anyone help me?  I've been quoting that for years (everything I do I've been doing for years) and now the earth has shifted under my feet. Oh dear.  My mind is like the walls of a large bathroom, with quotations and neat lines and aphorisms pasted all over them/it.  Some of them are scraps, ripped or stained, tattered and fuzzy.  Fuzzy is bad. 

Maybe I should redecorate.