i never intended to be this old

Never considered it, never imagined it.

My father set my sights on the Millennium. “You’ll see it,” he used to say. “I won’t, but you will.”

I believed him.

So when the year 2000 came along, I was ready. It passed. He had passed. But I hadn’t.

I was still here and I didn’t know what to do next.

I still don’t.

I was 60 in 2001.

I’m 94 today. I never thought I’d be this old, .never imagined it.

I still dont’t know what to do next.

Have breakfast.

…I had a cheese omelet.

Now: mail to me and letters from me.

Then what?

happy valentine's day

Have a good day..

LATER:

It was a lovely day. The concert over noon lunch was by a superannuated hippie, a man in his late 40s or 50s born into the wrong decade. He had a good voice and chose nice songs from ny daughters’ vintage, and his daughter’s too, I think. Every one at table stayed on, smiling and nodding until the concert ended and we all applauded..

The dinner concert was s solo would-be soprano, a man with a nice tenor who thoiuight he was Whitney Houston. We didn’t applaud but we approved his choice of songs.

We were advised to wear “red attire” if we could. I couldn’t. As anyone will tell you who knows me I like any colour as long as it’s blue. I wore blue and white.

And dinner was good.